Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Giving Thanks =]

mk i know its not thanksgiving for a lot of you


(haha its not even thanksgiving for me for another hour sooooooo unless ur in asia...)

but anyways ha i would like to tell you about my day

it was really crappy to say the least

i got up and got ready super early

(and if you know me i NEVER get up before 10 and im rarely ready before noon

except in the case of school but you all know how im like

ocd about school and grades and crap but thats besides the point)

where was i...

yes so i got up at like 7 so i could shower and be ready to leave by 10

so all of this went according to plan

i left and got on the metro

only to realize 10 minutes before i was supposed to be there

that i got on the wrong C train

so i didnt make that casting.... ugh

i hate when i miss this stuff its another one of those ocd things

so i went home cause my next casing wasnt til like 2

sooooo i was ticked to say the least i got up early for nothing

so 1 rolls around and i leave to go to the next casting

i get to the metro and realize i forgot my map

so i RUN back because im going to be late again

i get to my flat only to realize it was in my OTHER coat pocket

so now im double pissed and late

so i walk out of my flat and then it dawns on me

i left my keys on my nightstand

and the door shuts behind me

i will be honest

i said things i would probably not have felt comfortable saying in front of jesus

so i run back to the metro get on

the whole time im cursing under my breath

i was thinking as soon as i get back im just going to write stacey

ill tell him to change my flight cause i cant do this anymore i just cant

i get to my casting annnnnnnnd its over

now im like holy sneakers (haha lets just pretend i said that)

so i head over to my next casting

but on the way it starts raining

and im thinking wat the crap?!?! am i some kind of anti happiness magnet today?

but then just before i reach the street my next castings on i see something

theres a homeless guy and he was holding his puppy under his jacket trying to keep her from getting wet

i almost cried right then and there

why was i complaining about the rain?

i had packed my umbrella i had my jacket and my scarf

it wasnt like i was getting cold or wet

my baby (meaning my dog just and fyi for those of you who dont know about me and my dog everyone including my family refers to her as kims baby because well she is my baby haha) was back at home warm and safe in a brand new house

i wasnt starving

i was lucky to be out here

so i spent the rest of the day with that attitude and it changed EVERYTHING

my next casting went really well

and my testshoot was amazingly fun

but God being the smart man that he is sent me a reminder on the subway

a homeless man was in a car

i didnt notice (call me blonde)

i sat down and thats when i realized the smell and the man

everyone was covering their mouths and sitting as far away as they could

and i couldnt move at this point without making it obvious that i was avoiding him

so i sat there and i was thinking to myself thank goodness i have to transfer at the next stop

but then the guy looked at me and in perfect english said Thank you

and i was totally surprised cause no one in france starts a convo in english

so i kinda just looked at him with a stupid smile on my face and all i said was wat?

and then he said for not moving away

i felt awful for this guy

i have been blessed with sooooooo much

i graduated high school i have a college degree and now im getting to travel the world modeling

honestly ive been blessed more than i should be

i have a wonderful family

my dad just wants all of us kids to be happy and hes willing to go to the end of world to get it for us

my mom cares soooo much about us (haha i think i worry her a bunch with my sporadic writing habits)

my sister is the best and the fact that she always backs me up not matter wat makes her my best friend ever

my brother does random things just to make me happy which so sweet

my dog well what isnt there to love about her?

my friends are the best =D

Heike has been there for me through thick and thin! weve been best friends for a DECADE and were never fought and weve never ran out of things to say and do haha we have the most random adventures haha i dont know how she puts up with me

Ali has had my back since who knows when! when i needed a friend my freshman year there she was and she has fulfilled any need i had for children with her two beautiful kids Chris and Alicia =] they are the most beautiful kids in the world and i wish i had ali's strength to do what she does everyday

i cant forget Anna! Shes so creative haha love love love love her photos shes still to this day my favorite photographer she always has the best music and just seeing her makes my day that much better

Sarah =] haha my family thinks were the funniest combination haha shes been the best listener ever. sometimes i just like to talk things out (or its the fact that i just like to hear myself talk haha one of the two) and she listens. shes not judgemental or anything which is great and the fact that we have the same interests is a very good thing

Lacey haha jesus bracelets haha shes crazy- crazy fun!!! haha this girl is like my twin practically we are sooooo similar its probably why we have butted heads more than once but when i need her shes always there for me and shes one of the few people i can trust with all my little secrets

Mallory this girl can just make you laugh haha shes just got this laugh that is outrageously contagious plus shes super good with hair! you should all get it done atleast once by her so you can say the fabulous mallory did ur hair ;]

Natalie is one of those girls that is too cute to say no to. "come kim please please come" bahaha sometimes she says the darndest things. i remember it was like the second time i had ever hung out with her and i ended up sleeping over at her house we were just insta-friends/lesbian lovers (totally an inside joke from that nighhhhttttttttt haha)

and candace fairman who is totally bamf and has the biggest heart ive ever seen and is willing to help people when some wonder if they even deserve a second chance ( & she uses it to also forgive kim with when shes stupid =[ ) and shes pretty cute ;]

Rent rent rent rent haha especially him cause hes been supportive through this whole "career" change even though im taking my frustrations out on him. he does the most random stuff and i cant help but laugh/smile haha i never would have thought he was sooo sweet from all the crap he gave me in medical anatomy (my thighs are not fat rent and im never going to forget that you said that) he has shown me that not all guys are jerks who will screw you over(thank god at least one of them isnt!)

Sean haha for listening to me ramble on and on and on about pretty much nothing half the time haha but he always remembers what i said (which is rather surprising and kind of alarming haha i probably ought to be more careful what i tell him just in case hes called to testify in court haha)

Chris another boy who listens to me talk about nothing haha most of the time i dont actually think he is listening but this past year hes been one of my greatest friends. i think hes the only boy whose actually called me knowing i was crying before hand so we could talk.

Rodney...rodney hamilton... rodney hamilton big black man hahah ive known him since i was like 4 haha he threw me into a fence at recess and that pretty much describes how our friendship has been through all the years haha there have been quite a few kidnappings and random messages telling him he better call me back haha but hes always got my back and is willing to piss off my ex's which makes him... well its more funny than anything else

and all of my other friends who i dont have enough room to put down on this cause its already waaaaaaaaaaaay tooooooo long! you all are the greatest and just cause i didnt put you down doesnt mean that i dont love you!

but you get the drift =] i love my life and everything im doing with it and everyone in it!

and just for the record im blessed cause all of my teams are the shizzle this season! not one but two teams (REALSL and the YANKEES yay) haha and one (SAINTS) is undefeated haha now my other two teams (JAZZ and SHARKS) just have to not screw up my mojo and i might become a gambler haha & i am not a band wagoner michael ur teams just suck

amen

xo

K

p.s. I love my favorite roommate ever Jessica Cline cause shes pretty much BAMF (and she didnt complain that my side of the room was always a death trap ;)

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

ABC's of LIFE

life lessons i have learned in my high school career...

A-Always put Others first

B-Be Careful who you give your Heart to

C-Creepers.... keep away from them

D-Dont Swear it's not Becoming

E-Everything Has a Reason You just dont Always Get to Know What that Reason Is

F-Forgive even if its hard to Forget

G-Gratitude. Firgure It Out

H-Happiness is Not Dependent on Others

I-"I love you" is 8 letters that are over used. Say it when you mean it

J-Just Do It

K-Keep Secrets

L-Listen to What People Say

M-Make the Most of What You are Given

N-Never Act Dumb for People

O-Open Up Your Mind to New Ideas

P-Pray for Strength when You Need It

Q-Quit Quitting

R-Read Books

S-Speak Softly && Carry a Big Stick

T-Take Time

U-U's Suck Dont Get Them

V-Voice Your Opinion... Nicely

W-Work Hard at Everything

X-Xtra Credit... Do It

Y-You can Do things You Never Thought Possible

Z-Zebra Print will NEVER go out of Style



XO w/ <3
   K