A Broken Heart

sooooo i wrote this poem for my sociology class at northridge my senior year and the teacher really liked it but i wouldnt let her read it to the class cause it was a really personal experience sooooooooo i think its been long enough that i feel comfortable sharing it =]

the drama was thick

and the tensions were high

i thought we would love each other

til the end of time

i felt the ground shake

and i don't know why

he held my hand

and pulled me close

he whispered thing

you'll never know

we talked about how many kids

the kind of dog, that he wanted

i dreamed about where we'd live

but they were all just dreams in the end

cause he would end up screwing with my best friend

when will this madness end

when will my heart start to mend

he promised i had it

from the very start

but then everything

just feel apart

why would he rip out my heart

i never thought it would get this far

i never thought he'd want to shoot down my star

i remember when

he said he love me

i didn't know what to say

cause i didn't know if i felt the same way

now i know

it was never really so

he got what he was after

that crude thing called love never really mattered

why would he promise i had it

from the very start

but then let everything

just fall apart

why would he rip out my heart

guess i didn't know him very well

but that doesn't mean

it didn't hurt like hell.

he kissed me underneath

the stars

we'd talk for hours and hours

he said the sweetest things

but in the end they would mean

nothing.

the drama was thick

and the tensions were high

i'm sure that loved him

but that fades with time

i felt the ground shake

and now..... i know why.

amen.
xo

<3
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